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My mood has returned to normal la. Cos I know I cannot be such upset for so many days la……>.<  I should cheer up!!! Dun wanna make my friends to be worried about me. >.<

I hope there will be some extra additional Jin star concerts! And then I must apply again!!!!!!

If there really is a miracle, I must be able to reap the ticket!!! I believe! Yeah!!!

 

Haha, I want to tell Jin, I have tried the food that was highly recommended by him!! LOL The food was “takuan” plus “la-yu”~ haha!

 

Frankly, I think it tastes very good~!!!! Therefore, those people saying that it tastes bad, they must be telling a lie……….LOL… I love this matching, it tastes very good!

 

Also, I had BBQ with my Thai teacher “Khruu Took” and my classmates at Khruu’s house yesterday. We had great fun. I love them because we all are good friends.

I had to admit that I hated learning Thai in my year 2 studies. It was because learning Thai is very hard and I even wanted to give up. But I am thankful to Khruu Took and one of my best friends – Crystalise. They encouraged me so much and thus I kept trying harder and harder. Fortunately, I passed the difficult times.

This story tells me that no pain, no gain. Facing challenges really is a good thing to everybody. If you don’t face any difficulties, you can learn nothing. Even you failed, you still learnt something! Thus, we should be brave to face hardness and even failure.

Now, I love learning Thai very much (as well as Japanese, of cos LOL). Khruu Took said that my Thai has improved a lot >.< 感動した！！！ 

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I am still so sad.......When the memory recalled me that I would not be able go to Jin's star concert...I burnt into tears.

I cried for two nights >.< ........That was not sufficient for me to forget my sorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart is totally filled with despair ........................

Sigh.....................

I dun want to buy the ticket in Harajuku again!! It's extremely expensive!!! I dun have enough money!!!!!!

That's mean I have to give up...........................................................................

Fortunately, my dad reaped a new job. Thanks God.

Thus, I can be worried for fewer things. >.<

Always being put down
called stupid

always being bullied around
pushed to the ground

Go! Go! Go!
never more!

wanna make believe
even for awhile

that need to be wanted
never going

what will ways ?

There is somewhere I can be
even though my dreams seem to fade...

i used to always wonder what i could be
never knowing such uncertanties

always used to search the libraries
which are full of mysteries

My frd said that the result was that..............She could not help me reap the ticket !!!!!!!!!!

I just applied for one ticket, how come treat me like that????????????????????????

I always think that buying Jin's thing is my obligation. So, I bought all CDs/DVDs of Jin and KAT-TUN.

Last time, before the publishing of an.an, I walked around Hong Kong so as to book it. Though all shops said that quota was full, I did not care. I walked around and found everywhere. Ultimately, I reaped the book with very high price.

I think going to see his concert also my mission. Thus, last time, I did not mind using 24000 yen for the ticket, and 80000 yen for travelling.

But I am indeed a full-time student. I cannot go to Japan very often cos I dun have so much money.
I am not rich...........................I even have not been to other places in Asia.

I dun mind eating $10 (120yen) distasteful lunches every day in order to save money. I dun mind walking to school rather than taking mini-bus. I keep doing these two things cos I just want to go to see Jin's concert.

One ticket only!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why treat me like that???????????????????? 
 

This semester is over! Still have one sem to go....my final semester.

I will try hard ! Cuz no take two!

I am waiting for my friend's results of Jin's star concert as she helped me to apply.

Will I see Jin again???? I hope I will ~!!!!!!

It suddenly dawned on me that I will be twenty four soon.  In two months, I will be 23, but the year after I will be 24.  The numbers keep on adding and its not slowing down at all.  I feel as if I'm aging yet I'm not doing anything and there isn't enough time to see the world and just explore while I am still young...

*dude
Respect
*what the hell do you want from me?
respect
* i just sometimes dont understand you
respect
*where's this relationship going
respect ^^^^ me

girls better recognize
since all we do is fight
respect
something to be earned
while some just didn't deserve

justice for all
*why is this happening?
respect
*its all your fault
*respect